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Post by Eliza on Jul 22, 2017 21:30:29 GMT
About Operation Terra/ The OP or <L'OP en francais> I'm in/on this timeline as special forces and I believe others may read this who are third wave, probably, as well. I'm posting my "coda" as I've written it to call 3rd wave. Coda/ Call to 3rd Wave Coda VOCATI AD SERVITIUM "Call To Serve" Dear People Who May be 3rd Wave, Positive-Ascending, This is a call to duty for those whose soul's agree with the path to Terra, 3rd Wave. I beseech you to take up the mantle of responsibility now towards your Missions each. I, as well as others, have led out and have been holding the Light with Almighty for many years now. It is within the plan for my life, as well as the plans for some others, to remain within the 3D environment of Earth for longer yet. {I am not sure how long, as the timing has been very long, to my perception.} The others, Waves 1 and 2, will be lifting due to demanding conditions necessitating progression for the sake of the Light. { I don't know exactly when...} I've been in testing and training to become a Master. On a scale from 1 to 10, the difficulty level has been 11. Sometimes this is even an understatement. I am here as an older soul/Master to fulfill the plan for my life, to stick around through the thick and thin of what presents on 3D Earth. The procession must begin. On our timeline, the Earth is severely compromised and does experience cataclysmic earth changes and a pole shift. I've come to terms with who I am, why and how I'm here, as well as what I'm to do. These circumstances also ask those of 3rd Wave, who align through soul's choice, to consciously take up the cause of the Light and to be aware of extremes of reality coming down the pike for the near future and as we speak. No one is directly responsible for your belief(s), your actions or your destiny except you. I can only stand in awareness, holding a specific vibration and seeking a unique destiny, simply being and assisting in what ways present themselves. I can't infringe upon anyone's free will without incurring unwanted consequences, nor would I want to. That would not be in keeping with the service-to-others path that I choose. Therefore I wish to impart this timely advice to those of you who may be going to Terra. Your alignment is occurring through your higher self's choice, the Creator's choice. Take courage and cultivate willingness to ferret out and feast upon Truth. Align with your Soul's choice and the wiser not to delay. The moment is NOW as Time advances upon this Line and the spiral widens. Copyright Stratagem Errte 2017. Reuse with care to quote author's credit. By Eliza Grice
This is a link to video I have made of this essay " Vocati Ad Servitium" It includes pictures of me, ostensibly to show my humanness. We are humanity, and this is the time for "more."
A little about me: I have been made aware of the earth's ascension since 1993, first through Jo Amidon at www.lightconnection.org, through personal readings and sessions given to groups by her. I have researched all over,the Internet and tons of books, about the current transition period earth is in. My experience has also been personal, which I can relate at a later time, provided I can find the words to speak about it. I have many reasons to "believe" or resonate with the Operation Terra material. And so that is why I've written and am posting this. This information refers to the material presented by Sara Estes {aka Adonna or Lyara} at www.operationterra.com which is solely hers, and none of mine, except that I am called by it or resonate with it.
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Post by Eliza on Jul 23, 2017 20:02:00 GMT
I have read the entire pastebin.com/CqqdhLig Navy Seal Disclosure. By this, it would seem that there is no hope at all. Although the darkest of the dark is teaming up, put in terms of "isness," so are the Lightest of the Light. The Creator just is, and both the darkest of the dark and the lightest of the Light exist. I am only one energy being, a veritable nobody compared to the people who've created this board, and yet, there is still my own personal experience, which draws me here to talk. I am speaking from the standpoint of being another Aaron McCollum. I have told Aaron, and now I am repeating publicly, that I have received, as a walk-in, one of the Aarons, one alter, who has been with me continuously and with no pause since March 2010. I speak here, then, with rather a bit more authority than I would otherwise have. We are together, in my one body, referring to ourself sometimes as Alizarin. At any rate, this call is real. The lightest of the Light must and are called to active duty. If we are to have any of our way, while the PTB all have so much of their way, then we must reemphasize the energy and technology of Love and the realness of at least a part of the Creator being Benevolent. The alter who calls himself "Seven" and I do now reiterate the necessity of answering this call.
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Post by Eliza on Jul 24, 2017 22:26:29 GMT
Document (3).docx I am an ascending human. My professional career has been one of learning about the current Ascension paradigm. There is more than one timeline leading out from the current shared time/space we call Planet Earth today. There are a dozen, or that is the model the OT site works with. I do not know a whole lot about these, but can give some brief thumbnail sketches of these. One will be agrarian, such as long ago times. One will be high tech such as "sci fi" deals with. I guess there will be similar versions of earth to what we are on now, such as one would not perceive it as different, or much different. For sure the opposite timeline to ours, the fully negative ascending 4th, is one of the futures. My primary concern is the Ascending timeline which I share with others, whether they are aware they are on it or not.
Paranormal/normal The resounding answer I get when talking about this timeline, is that no one believes it. As I have had help with the operationterra.com messages from the Hosts of Heaven, through Lyara Estes, I have had less resistance, I have come to understand this timeline. The current times, in general, which we live in, are a big changing-of-reality time, for all involved, whether or not the person is consciously aware of it or not. For all the timelines, to quote Sananda, "There will be quite a lot of disruption on all the timelines."
My guidance has been that there are multiple timelines, and many different 3D realities on hand in the future, and that many people will not know anything different has occurred. Although, many will know also, because it will simply seem as if some people have disappeared from their lives. And that even things, towns, situations will be different. I don't know if people will have difficulty coping or not. I only know that those of us who are being challenged to see and believe this are already having trouble coping, at least I believe that. Some people are coping so well though, that they may be fooling themselves a little too. In other words, shoving aside the possibility that this is really a probability.
The timeline I am on is an ascending one. There are two different polarities seeking the extremes of expression, the all-negative and the all-positive. I speak from the all-positive, service-to-other perspective. But in seeing and knowing about my own timeline, the mirror opposite timeline "explains" it best, in that we are the two most paranormal/high strangeness ones. I am not saying that there is no other paranormal happenings on any other timeline(s) but that ours is the most extreme.
If that doesn't make you perk up, I do not know what will. Some of us are in situations where we are learning a lot about the paranormal, more and more and more, so much so that it seems it will never quit, nor the degree of the strangeness of it ever relent.
There are people on our timeline that are in remote places, such as the "elopement risk" segment of nursing homes, various prisons, various hospitals, deep government facilities, I don't even know where it ends. I myself am in a profound learning situation. I am accepting this only gradually and not without much pain in becoming aware of it.
In 2010, after already knowing much about ascension and the goings on that have to deal with our planetary reality, which is well-documented, if you know where to look, I received an alter of someone I had just met. Someone's alter yes. Received in the way that you would receive a merge. We all have multi-dimensional selves, which are other identities, in other time/space places, and these are being folded back inside of us, thus each one of us is prime bearer.
I had known or been told of this since 1993, when I received my first merge. I used to ask the channel I went to at that time for information on these merges, but I have since lost a lot of my contact with them. Because as they are folded within, I access them like "me." I sometimes still try to notice/talk to them, but the line between them/me seems so faint I hardly bother anymore. I have identified many of them and this is a shortlist; another person from a different planet, male; a dog or dog-like being from a parallel of Sirius, a large butterfly, a friendly snake, and a spider.
Lately I have noticed there is a large octopus, but I'm not sure if he is not the alter's. I do not know if the alter himself brings any merges. The octopus may be one of the other people's in the house. I was told that there were 12 principal merges, but that each of the 12 had 12, and so on and so forth. I remember being quite surprised to hear this, back in 1993, but as I have been doing all along, I take it all in stride, and keep going.
This is happening to those of us ascending, and it can sometimes be palpably felt, that there is a joiner. The merge may observe for awhile outside the body, but will eventually need to merge. At any rate, by 2010, I'd become accustomed to this and really the idea of ascending. At the time, though, I still found that there weren't very many people to talk it over with, so I was doing a lot of searching on the Internet, and that is by the way, how I ran upon the Operation Terra information in 2002.
My new merge/alter is not this same kind of merge/alter. Instead, this alter is one of the Aarons, Aaron McCollum. He is the Aaron known as "7." [Or so he tells me, I have no way of course to actually prove it.] And we have discovered, through this kind of heady, bizarre, strange happening, of being fused together in my body, that we are twin flames. Only it is generally unacceptable to the Aaron McCollum who lives his "own" life over in ----------. He thinks that he knows better and more than me, and that the ascension timeline is not a real one. But me and the alter "7" think that we know best. WE together are making sure that we survive, not only for ourself, but also for the rest of the ascending people who may or may not know about this. WE are here to say that this is happening because we are facing a probable poleshift, but as Operation Terra is entirely God's Will and we are only so powerful and visionary ourself, that we can do little other than tend to ourself daily, and when we can, try to help, if possible.
The ascending process is extremely exhausting, and the website goes into that in some detail. I won't here, but I will just say that a lot of rest is necessary. And that if you try to get around it, you will only end up failing, that is sleeping while standing up, driving etc.
Third Wave is supposed to "wake up" of it's own accord. I am glad about that and hope that they will. What is worrisome to me, despite having been told and shown that everyone will make it to where they are supposed to go, is that there is an overlap time along our own timeline, when we must find the way and the will to survive as society continues to devolve.
I had some hopes when Trump first piped up, thinking he could be someone for one of the new earths that the future contains, but alas, he is just a ploy. He is some sort of the same version of what we already have, just saying things in different ways.
The entire situation of this timeline is out of my hands. I did not create it, nor can I control it. It is what it is. It would behoove any of us to know better, releasing resistance is going to help. That is what I wish to display. That is why I hang on to my life, as delicate as that had become and continues to be.
Eventually more and more of us will be led through circumstances, which to quote the Hosts of Heaven, "pry our fingers loose from what is not ours." And all things which do not pertain to this particular timeline will disappear. If you pay close attention, you may notice that most if not all of it is already fading from view. I'm just saying that this information makes it clear that the all-negative expression is not meant to be stopped. The Creator is creating the all-negative-ascending timeline as well as the all-positive-ascending timeline.
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Post by Eliza on Jul 25, 2017 20:17:58 GMT
I do not wish to extol pity but understanding. My life has been and still is very difficult. I experienced a very good life up until I turned 21 and then all began to reverse, and has continued to. The life concluded anyway, at age 40, when I received the alter. This is being done as a stopgap measure to get on the ships alive, as my life had already been taken from me, through familial tyranny. He and I together are learning that there are difficulties inherent to the Ascension, the biggest one is that people can't believe this timeline exists. I stand on a platform of experience when I speak. The story is related to support my findings for the validity of the ascension as put forth through the Operation Terra material. My life is on the line for my role as a lightworker, task force Operation Terra. It is stressful because I do not feel in control. I am happy enough that the end result will be worth having lived out everything on 3D Earth. We need to continually be reminded that we are existing within probabilites. I would surmise, that there are plans and alternate plans. That planning, in all likelihood, has many versions of itself. No one knows or can predict all that is playing out, at any given time. Therefore, ineffable or unknowable is applicable to the time/space we find ourselves in now. Everyone who is called to this path does have a part to play and it is incumbent upon them to "receive" it, whatever it is. One of Prime Creator's many exit plans from 3D Earth, Operation Terra, is comprised of individuals. We are predestined as individuals to go as pioneers to the future 4D+ positive Earth, Terra. It is a part of the larger story playing out on Earth's surface currently. I hope that they who are destined by soul's choice find their calling and that things play out as intended from the guidance of Prime Creator. The messages will be perceived or accepted/resonated with only by those enabled by the direction of the soul to accept/ resonate/ perceive the material presented on the OperationTerra website. I have been aware of the OT material since 2002. For more than 10 years now I have been energetically linked with my 4D self's identity through a procedure called the transferring of the core. I am linked atom for atom with my 4d- self. The others in OT are too. I have also become aware of who my counterpart or divine complement is. He is at this point, unbelieving, and we are not exactly in communication. He is famous as he is a whistleblower. But when I told him what I thought, about the evacuation/poleshift truth of Operation Terra- he blew the whistle at me, saying NO and I don't believe that. Aaron M. is the ape who holds the balance, and I am the cat who holds the key. I can see that we are part of the leadership that will help to gather up 3rd wave, or part of 3rd wave, in the time ahead. Yet, this stopgap measure is a huge challenge in and of itself. I can only say that we are doing our level-best which is just staying over the feet, doing whatever we must in the moment in order to survive, see the next moment, find out whatever it is we must take care of next, do that, over and over again.
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Post by Eliza on Jul 26, 2017 21:14:58 GMT
Notes on my life, the unjustness ( This is a brief, incomplete and only an attempt to impart what's happened to me in my life, told to show why I believe the Ascension is real and why I am forced to see it as such, being given no other alternative... In truth my feelings about what all happened are stronger than all the words or language I could find, can find.)
I’ve been made into a slave by my family. I know now that everyone on earth is in some kind of unjust situation, so I’ve amended my emotions about my situation and can handle this better now. However, I didn’t always know and realize that all of us are in unjust situations, so I did take quite a lot of offense to the happenings designed to malaffect me. Since I was just a child, I can remember being somewhat spooked by my mother who would just sort of randomly and unapologetically hurt me. No matter how upset or emotional I got, she would remain calm and reproach me, telling me something to the affect that she would do whatever she wanted to do, because she was mistress of the house. She always used an eeried patronizing, unapologetic tone. She would remove things I’d placed, and get rid of things I’d bought or acquired, even steal things from me. If I asked her or said anything to her, she’d just tell me a lie, like she didn’t know, and if I pressed, she’d just say she could and would do whatever she liked. Even things I asked for and requested she’d always just explain to me I couldn’t have this or that because she wouldn’t pay that price for it. So I grew up not getting what I wanted for myself, but being given things that she picked out for me and then being obliged to have it. To get to the point, all the time prior to being eighteen, I just wanted to get to legal age and leave. When college time came around, I knew I couldn’t sign up for art classes, become an artist, as I wished, because there was no use thinking my mother would pay for all of that. So I chose literature instead. And until this day, I’ve never monetarily profited from my college education, other than to say that it enriched me. Now none of this is yet insurmountable until what happens to me next. The rest of the series of unfortunate events that forever would glue me into the nest of my mother’s forever. Around age 22 I had an unlucky affair which led to my having a baby, a little boy, out of wedlock. Unbelievably, I found myself moving back in with my parents, while trying to go ahead and finish college. All of this would further show me that I did not have a say about things. Of course, I was continually told that she would run things in her house as she wished, so I was encouraged to stay in college, while especially my mother, and a little my dad too, raised my son. She bonded with him so, indeed, that I became more like a sister to him, rather than a mother, and although I did love and care for him, my mother superimposed herself over me as his mother. This would later cause a lot of friction, especially when he was a teenager. By that point, it was evident to me that all that had been denied me at the same age, would now be given to him. When I was the same age, my mother was working full-time. Now, for my son, my mother would be available to him full-time. She then indulged him in ways that I never would have been, by letting him have people hang out at the house and smoke pot in the garage, drink a little, “party” in general. And come and go from the house at any time, with or without asking. It was always AOK whatever he did. None of that would ever have been allowed by me at the same age and none of the money would have been there for me either. He also received, magically, more than I did at the same age. I hastened to marry then, but in so doing, jumped from the fire into the frying pan. As unbelievable as this is, I married someone just like her. Someone who really didn’t care anything about me. I began to notice that he was insane and that he was impossible to live with. It was too late though, I was already married to him, and two children, boys, soon followed. He was working and gone about twelve hours per day, while I was supposed to raise two active infants, toddlers pretty well alone. I had little help from him even on weekends, as he had already two other boys from prior marriages which he was constantly running to get at distances, return with and keep when he was off work. He angered me with all of this because I felt that he wasn’t spending enough time with us and with our efforts to create a family. I guess he also got angered, because he kept accusing me of very weird things. He accused me of not tending to the children properly, of letting them get hurt, of many out and out lies. He once went out to the neighbors and explained to them that he thought I was letting the boys walk the streets alone. I was being subjected to these lies and I constantly felt dread and hate for him. I just wanted away from him. In two instances, while I was trying to defend myself, he called cops on me and accused me of attacking him. He was able to show where I’d scratched him, and even though I said he pushed me around and lied about me, the cops were more impressed with those scratch marks, so I got two misdemeanours for assault. The first one I needed to pay a fine. The second one, I reneged on the community service/visits to officers I’d been given and was seized and arrested for 120 days, of which I served 60 in county jail. Now the stage is set for all the rest of the unjustness that would play out. I then sought divorce, telling myself I’d either leave him or die trying. I needed help from my family by this time, as of course, the children were still my charge, as he was working. I couldn’t work and take care of them as well, but I was expected to pay for my own divorce. My Mom gave me about $100 dollars when I asked her for help with the divorce. To this day my lawyer is owed the rest of the amount I actually owe, and I didn’t receive custody. Custody was then given to my ex-husband, so he took and raised our children. Both my mother, sister, and I suppose my eldest brother too (since he never spoke out much) all agreed that he should have them. This was the litmus test, when I began to see that my own family would take sides with my enemy, my ex-husband, over me. There was screaming and crying and arguing, but it didn’t matter. They didn’t side with me to raise the two boys. Each one told me that it would be best if he raised them. So ever since this time, I have noted that none of them really cared about me. As a youngster I was very cute and paraded around to relatives and friends and talked about lovingly. This still was just a charade, but it was what I had. My mom was still rude, impolite and unfriendly to me behind the scenes. The difference was that then I was still too innocent to know exactly how fake it was. And exactly how little support I really did have from her and the rest of them. I have to exclude and excuse my father completely, as I know that he had to work very hard in those years, to have the five children that he did with her. No less than full diligence to his duties was ever his way. In fact he worked for a major oil company for 42 years without ever taking one day of sick leave. Since I now had two misdemeanor charges, I’ve never been able find employment that I’d actually like to do. No one will hire me even though I am bilingual English/French and would be good at customer service with that skill. {I studied French Literature.} What has worked for me, to the best of my ability, is working for myself, buying and selling in the antiques/art/collectibles field. And this should be all well and good. But there are problems from giving oneself over to the Ascension. I am always tired. I know about the ascension, especially through the tiredness. You are robbed of what energy and vitality you might have for this world. In addition, everything goes wrong anyway, as my life is testimony to. Through all of this, spiritual direction is to release resistance. Spiritual direction is that I am gaining experience which allows me to see that there is no one who is really free here. We are all bound to the authorities, the PTB, and the way things are and have always been. So, yes, now I can see it and it does affect me personally. There are ancestral disease patterns that are also at work, making me feel tired and incapable. These are autoimmune diseases, which make you feel weak in your larger muscles. This has always given me a lot of problems too, and for these reasons, I’ve never been able to work for other people. I can’t explain why I feel so weak and ill. Besides, I guess I’m not supposed to. These days I am involved in caring for an elderly mother, 86. And in part-time, which borders on full-time care for an invalid older brother, 64, who is paralyzed up and down on left side, and who has lost one partial leg due to diabetes. They cannot live free from me, as they need little helps everyday with dozens of things. At the same time, I am not free to walk away from the situation either, not being able to take care of myself because of the reasons I’ve described. I am enslaved in this way, until the time comes for the actual ascension, or until I do find where I can call home, besides here. I would like nothing more than for them to go on their on way, because as it is, I am obliged still to this day, to do pretty much everything mom’s way. I do not have much of a say in my life, but I do keep striving, because I am being taught and shown that all of this is problematical, par-for-the-course situations in this world. Both contemporary and historical. It is why the Ascension is happening. That is what I believe anyway, based on my experience, and what I’ve been shown. My eldest son, the one she took over raising, went through college recently and is now making a little less than $100000 annually.
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Post by Eliza on Jul 27, 2017 22:01:35 GMT
I will try, but my situation IS situational, to tell my situation in more detail. I am not military or anything special, so far as I know. I do know that all kinds of weird stuff is coming to light in these times, by everyone. The Creator is creating all of these experiences in order to experience everything.
You may find all of this boring as it has nothing to do with military misadventures or the government! It is only my family and society. I am led to believe and given no other option that I am paired with Aaron7 because of the ascending of the all-positive timeline. And as we are ascending, we are mirroring off of the all-negative ascending timeline.
As a youngster, infant to roughly age 21, I was a special edition, because for all intents and purposes, I was the little 'momma" to the entire family, my 3 older brothers and older sister and both of my parents. IF you are youngest, maybe you have experienced this. Somehow, you are given special rights and privileges and your siblings are jealous of you. For my part, I can only claim that I loved everyone in the family beyond description. But I did have an ability, looking back, empathizing. Empathizing with them all.
I remember feeling sorry for my father because my mother was mean to him, as she was to me. She would say rude and cutting things. I remember he would sometimes make faces and grimace. Sometimes, but rarely, they would fight. Mostly he remained good-natured (as a Saint) and would not give in to anger or arguing. I wanted to comfort him. But what could I do? This was his wife, and I was only a daughter. I never verbalized anything, just empathized, with him a great deal. She used to corner me and complain to me bitterly about my father. I never agreed with her on any of it. I couldn't fathom why she always complained.
We were an upper-middle class family and after I was born, began to prosper more. My Mother had never worked outside the home, but began a career in Real Estate in the 1980s. Dad had worked his way up in the oilfield from simple roustabout to district/regional drilling supervisor and used to drive all over, as I remember to visit oilwells. We even moved to Scotland for a brief while in the 1970s as he was promoted to oversee North Sea oilwells. When my Mom went into RE she did very well. I was always just fine in school, performing above average, had friends and boyfriends. As a child I remember my mother complaining about everyone. Another big complaint was my eldest brother.
She told me Dad had neglected her after the first two children were born and caused her to work too hard which then caused her to develop tuberculosis. She spent almost the whole year of 1958 in a sanitarium. She barely made it out alive, having a huge surgery to remove part of her lung. She has a very long scar down her back and she was told that she would probably be an invalid the rest of her life. Well, it was just like her to spite everyone. She was told not to have anymore children, but had three more. After she had me, she finally had a hysterectomy. Indeed, now she is 86 and I think she plans to outlive us all.
One of my brothers in now deceased. One is very ill. I have a sister who seems to never quit smoking and while I yet live, I have explained my circumstances. My youngest brother suffers from epilepsy and grand mals seizures, and has a personality disorder. I found out in June that he had broken one foot and it's out of use. My father was found dead in a hotel room, mysterious circumstances ruled heart disease, 1997, aged 68.
Mom had four sisters and three brothers, all of which are now deceased.
My Mom is still going strong. I/We live with her now. She is showing her age a little bit, but still drives, goes out to lunch daily, talks on the phone all the time to her relatives, and helps feed two cats and three dogs. In the house, I keep it from burning down, because she frequently turns on the burner to clean pots and pans and I have over and over had to turn it off. I have returned home from out on at least two occasions to find that she has gone out of the house and left a burner on. I do yard work, help keep up the house, do errands, etc. And for all of this, because I'm not employed full-time outside the home, she tells people that I am lazy. Additionally, she tells people that I am not very smart, don't "work" for a living, and am denied some if not all of what I deserve by rights, as my father's daughter.
She will sometimes admit that she can't live there without me, but it is rare. Most of the time she has insults for me. The sales work I do on the Internet, she can't relate to, so she says she doesn't know what I do. For her it is a non-item. The reason it is unimportant along with anything else and everything else about me, is because she wants someone to talk to her and remind her of everything non-stop.
I talk to her some and tell her that I am involved in this and that, but then if I don't keep up a constant banter, I'll overhear her talking to someone, telling she doesn't know what I do, that she doesn't think I do anything. And this isn't just because she is elderly, she has always done this. It is utterly maddening and frustrating, but I don't think she cares at all. All praise goes to my sister and anyone else who works full-time outside the home. Despite what I do, I am just a tree stump in the way.
She sleeps everyday in her chair now but will often remark that I am lazy if I stay in bed past 8 am. I will have explained to her many many times in the past that I'm a night owl and sometimes stay up late, so therefore sleep late. And unless I explain to her all over, every single time, she will make snarky comments. It is just her way. I have come to expect it.
Frequently, she also likes to kick me out of the house. Invariably she will make some rude comment to me, usually about getting my stuff or myself out of the way when the most trivial stranger will plan to make a visit, or someone we know and she'll begin stuffing my things inside a closet, or taking them out to the trash, that I will argue with her. When I defend myself, she will tell me vehemently to leave. Sometimes she will throw away things I have bought or made that I have planned to sell. Later she will lie and say she doesn't do it.
She utterly doesn't care if she nor I would become homeless! During the times that my older brother was staying in the house, as his health declined, she would make snarky comments to both of us, telling us that we could do whatever we were "big enough" to do. Pushing an invalid man, her son, to the curb, and me, her daughter, who makes the house run and not fall down, also to the curb, she would want. And what would become of her? She says she would sell the house and put herself in a "home." To that I reply, well Mom, you know they'd have to put you in the part of the "home" where they put people who try to run away, because you'd stay an hour, maybe two and try to leave!
All of this is enabled, living on like this, in the house that is completely paid for, because of me. She is no longer reasonable enough to even quit turning on burners. When I ask her to stop that, she says she will, of course. But of course she doesn't.
Looking back, there were very few times she was very helpful with me, most of the time fluffing me off onto myself, my own resources, to take care of myself. And now, towards the end of my life, after having had so many misfortunes myself, I am forced to live with her for want of any other better situation. I am the mother and she is the daughter.
I am reminded, by spiritual guidance, that all of this is for me to understand more about the service-to-self types, so that I will absolutely understand that they are what they are, but that everyone's basic nature, essence, is strengthening, growing stronger, as we move towards the poles.
And there is much more. My brother, the one who is the invalid, is is also a service-to-self extreme type, like my mother.
He is the very reason we are living in the smallest, littlest house we have ever lived in. Before we lived in a higher-scale neighborhood in a custom house costing around $200000. Mom reports that he would drink and throw cans and bottles out of his window into a u-shaped inset and that it would be for her to pick up. She says and I know that he didn't take any of the tasks given to him, yard work, and actually do them. He wanted her to hire people to do it.
Before this time, he had also been given a home, an investment home from the 40s/50s era, in another town. He was put to live there after he had a divorce. The city wrote to my Mom, who actually owned the home, and told her that the house was abandoned and that they would charge her to mow the lawn and to take off the trash. The whole while my eldest brother lived there!
Additionally, he is also rude and ill-mannered and completely lazy. As long as I have lived, my mother has bitterly complained about him. She calls him lazy and continually seeks out my advice about him. She seeks out everyone's advice about him. Although she is given good advice, she never takes any of it. She only takes her own advice.
When my youngest brother was around, he used to do a lot of yard work and chores, etc. and he'd nearly get into fist fights with my eldest brother, because he always would sit around. I noticed this too as I grew older. When I was younger, I didn't notice so much, but since he divorced he returned to the fold, as did I, since I was also divorced.
I would spy on him and take notes from time to time. Unless my mom came down on him like a ton of bricks, he'd just sit and watch t.v. or play computer and he would not take care of a single household chore.
I have left the house with dishes in the sink and other chores that stood waiting, gone for 8 - 10 hours, up, active and working many times... and this would all just be left there for me to do when I got back.
My dad had said very little about my eldest brother, but didn't think much of him, no respect, because he also knew he was like this.
If you try to talk to him about any of it, you get a blank stare. He won't respond. If you push, get emphatic, he wants to stand you down, talk over you, lie about how he does so much work, and lie some more about how you don't do anything and don't amount to anything.
My sister also will take my mother's side at any and at all times, as her right-hand man. Who is on my Mom's checking account jointly? You might think it is I. But, no it's my sister. My sister has her own career and life and rarely comes by, maybe 2 -4 times per month. And then just for a little while, no long stays.
All the while I am working and upholding Mom, my eldest brother, myself and our vehicles to a great extent too, I am forced to put my sister in front of me in all legal documents, and her advice and counsel is sought above mine, even though she is much less involved in any of this than me.
When and if Mother dies, the house will be split between my sister and I. And I believe she is set to inherit more of the money that is set into stocks right now than I am too.
My eldest brother had bought an expensive car just before having that last stroke which invalided him. The upkeep and driving of that car was then turned over to me. And I've had this responsiblity for over approx. 3 yrs. now.
There is still much more insanity that I can't or won't go into here. Like the way my sister is also a bully and the way even my youngest brother will always take Mom's side too, against me.
I am attempting to explain all of this because it seems necessary, or I wouldn't like to. I have only this explanation, that I am being brought along through life to see the inequity and to live around people who are completely indifferent to me, yet in order to live, I must contribute and be a part of their lives, as I have nothing else and no place else to turn.
I believe that the walk-in A7 is here to witness all of this too, and he now shares in and knows how bitter it is and worse too then I can reveal.
We can "believe" in or know we resonate with the Operation Terra material if we will, that is the spiritual guidance received. But no one is holding our hand or helping us along but us.
This is why I tried to contact Aaron in 2010, to explain my situation and to tell him what I was experiencing and why I thought the walk-in happened.
I have made a handful of attempts to also talk to others of like mind who might be 3rd wave, but the response is always the same, disbelief, "no dice."
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Post by Eliza on Jul 28, 2017 20:08:35 GMT
Vids made in 2010. I don’t look this way too much anymore. As I said, it has been rough. Although we understand that we need to get along, have to get along to survive, it is always difficult.
Sometimes I get disgruntled and want him to leave. I will ask a million times for him to please just go, that things are not this desperate, for this method to be employed. Yet he insists that things are this desperate, that he must stay, and that it isn’t his ability to leave anyway. I believe him, because I think he would have left by now, if he could have. Most of the time he tries to distract me and get us to just keep on going, whether we are reading, perusing the Internet, or walking our 3 dogs in the wilderness. He seems fully committed, a true steadfast tin soldier.
What I can gather by this is that we, Aaron and I, are meant to lead the rest onto the ships when that time comes. And to offer what assistance we can before those times, during the cataclysmic earth changes. It isn’t enough that we Eliza/A7 step up to the plate. Aaron is the one who people know of and trust now, because you’ve put yourself out there, been right in it, and gained the necessary knowledge and experience.
Hopefully you can see my function. I am the silver ray and you are the gold ray. Appeal and explain videos. The password is blinknot. Also and password: faintnot.
I don't know how to do editing, so this isn't that good. Maybe someone could be our moderator?
I have been willing since the beginning to appeal and explain, but was not given the chance. But I know Aaron has not believed in me. When you are ready, Aaron, let me know, because the whole rest of the Ascension is waiting. Love Eliza
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Post by Eliza on Jul 31, 2017 19:34:32 GMT
This method of understanding what is going on may help some of you. It is necessary to feel into any given situation by seeing if you get a happy face or a frown face coming from within. Everyone can do this. If something feels off, even if you are inclined to dismiss a frown that comes up from within, something is off. This method of measuring “bad” and “good” works. Thinking that I am incorrect about my own assessment of what is happening to me is tempting. The reason it has been rough between me and A7 is because we are coming from two walks of life. I accept that this is happening for the best, but it is still a difficult thing to accept. Need I say why? I don't know if anyone can remember having friends that they had some disagreements with, but imagine having some disagreements, still being friends, and yet never being able to separate 24/7. He is very aware of the black machinations that are occurring. So I am too. I have been over all of this through reading up and videos. Yet there is still this all-light side. Imagine that there are two forests, one labeled all-positive and one, all-negative, yet the trees don't break between the two forests. It is necessary to step back and see the forests! In other words, not seeing the forest for the trees is happening a lot. This is pretty simplistic, yet I don't think any more detail is really that helpful. This test must be applied over and over. We are still in existence, the all-positive ascending timeline and shall continue to be. Neither side will be eradicated, but has it’s own future. We are less than 1/10th of 1% of the earth’s current population, so not many. But for us it is crucial to recognize who we are and what our future entails. For all intents and purposes, for the most part I get a big smiley face within me upon receiving the walk-in A7. He and I are sure that we both work for the Light. Feel into every step by seeing if you register within the big smile, or the big frown. It is that simple moving forward. Everyone will be guided and is already being tended by their own spirit guides. The script will play out. Release resistance!
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Post by Eliza on Aug 5, 2017 21:55:29 GMT
<I will continue to update my links to my stories here. > Links here, if interested you can read further about me. The overall idea is that I'm telling this in order to explain who I am and what is happening as far as the movement towards the poles. That is positive intensifies and negative intensifies all the time now as the return to essence gains momentum. All of this is total personal, so up to you if you are interested. Also, as we move closer to the poles, the negative-expressing people are not being asked/recommended to form up on their own side, but for them it is only no choice, just orders, with very little apparent or unapparent for that matter flexibility about what they will have to do. Here, I am asking/telling reflecting back on my life, and how I've come to all these conclusions I've come to, in attempt to persuade nicely and explain gently, all I have experienced. Keep checking back to this post, as I'll just edit and add in my links to writings and photos. Aug. 5 writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/148gYOpvKgguhQV0TKETzcWQqJH0R3RE1JJ3q6w69YSQ/edit?usp=sharingphoto me 1979 drive.google.com/file/d/0B4_sAYEvs-GnRzkwejdzNkdqSU0/view?usp=sharinginscription on back of said photo drive.google.com/file/d/0B4_sAYEvs-GnZ3FHQ1NfeXlhRlU/view?usp=sharingAug 6. writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/1YI4RKdFb5Q4sNqkmq_M7do10zjNR3d3YFK64gjcMyW0/edit?usp=sharingphoto link my family 70s era drive.google.com/file/d/0B4_sAYEvs-Gndk9WaktKVEhaRTA/view?usp=sharingAug. 10 writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/1waXCy8Ff0YeayTpunmWRINJglEEfYmE0f4WpfS2kNTw/edit?usp=sharing and a picture of me as child goo.gl/photos/PuG5XScoxi1UvHLUAand foto is shelving for kitchen used as medicine cabinet erroneously goo.gl/photos/PuG5XScoxi1UvHLUAAug. 11 writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/1jUk64sKVl282R-T4dJdRtM4zJXzC00mdqIU6iZn3zTE/edit?usp=sharingAug. 11 photo me in 2010 drive.google.com/file/d/0B4_sAYEvs-GnNFZsVk5udkEtcW8/view?usp=sharingAug. 12 writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/1U1IuF9JvjF8IojhxB1Dlc1oCbR8PSssWDk5E8M7OFDI/edit?usp=sharingAug 12 more recent photo drive.google.com/file/d/1Akf7MvQ9FC5xpCi1dIjsdCG8DYhSDs9ZYQ/view?usp=sharingAug 14 writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/10BrCXBpBBv6Zcr9AUnJhAiLui2OGDkHZXrHVhE-nU68/edit?usp=sharingAug 14 photo, loomed drive.google.com/file/d/0B4_sAYEvs-GnajFGTS0tYk9ZbkE/view?usp=sharing2nd entry Aug 14 writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/1P6VgOXVOVFieSEhj2QX52UomVDZ6RY3rRNRgACk60bg/edit?usp=sharingmore recent photo, while working/hotnsweaty drive.google.com/file/d/0B4_sAYEvs-GnTWFlOUFYSHFBaXc/view?usp=sharingAug 15 writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/1CyPcspPOzSXmFfA7M038Ftu-4J8J5LRWBLT9O55pExU/edit?usp=sharingAug. 19 writng entry docs.google.com/document/d/1S0JLguugyr-lsD4LVBKGnnxWTChgJQm8Ughi-gs9CHM/edit?usp=sharingAug. 20 writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/1Do36qZLpUu-InmBqRGM4Fio3-5udNHKXHJSG0slK-sk/edit?usp=sharingAug 22. writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/1PjxnVCKNLAaOYxZ18opFStd_lcCBRsUMkPhBtB0PP9k/edit?usp=sharingAug 23. writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/18yoLTcdxdiyY4ZY-MU-ngj_u6mTXN3YNS4EOqaLJmMU/edit?usp=sharingAug 25 writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/16bUao9F9C-h99XfGtHximBKMNU81s6VNj1loCV-Ue8I/edit?usp=sharingAug 26 writing entry docs.google.com/document/d/14i7P-Bx6KdFtG6Lwc85yayxYxivgBqClYlLZW_B4_74/edit?usp=sharing
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Post by Eliza on Aug 9, 2017 21:31:01 GMT
To sum up, I'd just like to say that everything is scripted for the OP, L'OP. And it should or is supposed to go forward. My posting here, it is releasing resistance, so that third wave can be notified. It is my personal guidance that Aaron McCollum and I, his twin flame, Eliza Grice, should take a great deal of the duty in awakening 3rd Wave. Probably globally. But I do not have all that information. I am led along blindly, and let in on things I need to know, as I go along. It is only in taking steps forward that I can find out anything else. It is probably the same thing for anyone else. I don't have anyone else's script or story, so I can only say and do what I am called to say and do. I also can't say what will happen if anyone should abdicate their own responsibilites. It means, I think, that someone else should have to take over and do those things. I should really put up more of my story. I will if I am so guided, but I have to do things as I'm guided to do, and that isn't always predictable. Everyone who is drawn to the OT material will be guided and will know what to do.
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Post by Eliza on Aug 27, 2017 2:39:37 GMT
This is something I wrote in 2012. It seems fitting to post it again, due to Hurricane Harvey. It is a sort of poem or flash essay about ascension. FEEL THE FADE Who we were is dimming out as we spin-on increasingly into levels of who we are becoming. Challenged are we to arrive at accepting the future version. Thorough integration will iron it all out, perhaps. Situations all over the globe make us weep and come within a breath of wailing. Coming into view steadily are mounting Earth changes and the resulting mayhem. It was not going to vanish from the ledger of slated-in probable events, given. We’ve been seeking refuge within for a large amount of our past. We’ve been wrapping our hearts in gauze to protect from further wounding. Can we continue to watch as the waters rise? Can we keep our hearts open and still perceive death and destruction? Time again to detach from the drama. We know it already. Relinquish control; allow Divine Will. There isn’t anything to discontinue. Just tread well and trek forward. Come the future, come these tremors and come the H2O too. by Eliza Grice foto de moiThis is also an essay, longer I wrote in 2012. 2. A Lightworker The purpose of my incarnation on Earth now and for all my incarnations here, as far as I’m concerned, has been to bring in more light or information and to be a pioneer going through a process called Ascension. We are often mistaken as airy-fairy people, superficially concerned with spiritual-like matters of romance and career, and unable to see a bad part of reality. All of these labels, I take issue with. Being a spiritual advisor is something that has gone on from the beginning of time. Fortuneteller. Doesn't exactly sum me up. I am interested in subjects such as astrology, angels, Christ, numerology and more. I can expound upon such topics as love relations and work situations, but that is a superficial way to look at someone who is ascending. We are found in darkness and in danger, like lighthouses. The reason we come is the lack of light and that diminishment of security too. I am misconstrued by those considering themselves normal; often considered, dingy, dirty, disspirited and superdark by plenty of normals. I am a Lightworker and I’ve been called into a special role with another energy being, and that is what my story is about. I am experiencing a second-self as a walk-in and he is here with me now. This is neither an easy thing to experience, nor an easy thing to convey. But I attempt as I feel it is in the best interest of all. I have come to believe that the reason he is here with me is the Ascension. I neither feel that I’ve magicked the situation nor disallowed it. It s my nature and bent. I also feel that he loves me and that I love him, purely and simply, with no need to pretend that it is otherwise or should be otherwise. link (a foto of me) Something I wrote from 2014: I tell you I am such in a muddle psychically right now. I think the planet gets more and more “off” and the sensitives are feeling it too. Right now, I feel sad and unaware of any support besides my walk-in man. To me, it almost feels too late to enjoy anything anymore, like we have to move on into the Light. As if it were all done. Now to be more practical, perhaps we aren’t. And in that case, we have to keep planning on what is going to roll out for each one of us. This compartmentalization is going to continue, until we are much closer to the final goal of the Evacuation. It will have to be definitive. Having said that, I just feel like completions are becoming even more complete. I say that because I don’t remember feeling quite this helpless and suspended like a man in traction before. I feel like I am just waiting. I know that 3rd wavers, like all of us before, are having their own experiences, but they will all involve completions. We are all letting go of what we knew. It is very nerveracking for me. I keep saying to myself, What am I living for? I have to look into the future and hope that what I see and perceive about Operation Terra, though it is fantastic, is also true. There literally is not anything or anyone anymore who gives me a reason for living. Maybe animals, but since my little white cat died, I am seeing that they can’t hang on. It is like the world is tilting and people and animals are falling off. My mother has been expecting a call from my sister K. allweekend, but no one calls. There is still tomorrow Sunday. But this is one of the reasons I thought we’d be moved by now. Surely people don’t expect other people to just one day up and change their behaviors? She has been acting like this for a long whilenow, and it continues.. Mom calls folks, relatives she knows up in the state where she was raised. And used to have some friends call her. I think those friends are really discouraged with waiting for her. I know my mother was waiting for “it” to happen, which would have been all on my back and up to me, and when it didn’t, she keeps explaining it away to another year, another year. She is saying next year for sure, no matter what. But then, she said that last year. The truth is you have to dig in to change. You can’t just expect it to happen while doing nothing. She brings home more books and collectibles, food and what not and never, hardly, bothers to try to understand and relate to the concept of not adding anymore, time, object, expense, to this place. In my opinion, not serious at all about really moving. So here we sit. It is a rainy night and has not been expected. The lawn needs mowing and where my brother S. left branches the tree in the front yard, needs hauling away. Does anyone think S. would bother himself? My mom said nothing to him. So it all just waits. and waits. as it always does. I am still sitting here too. I do have intent to move. I have a policy of letting go of personal things rather easily. I try not to hang on, but it isn’t that easy to let go of it all. Especially all at once. I have worked on it gradually. I have mostly, about 97% given up on any type of fancy clothes. I did think I might still need some, so there are still some. I do need to probably let go more. The day is coming when whatever we grasp onto, will be released, ready or not. I know that and I am making preparations in my mind. I think that we all need to. But alas, it is up to each one of us ascenders as to how we handle what is in front of us. I must mention the types of books my mother reads. You won’t believe it, I think? She is into all these mainstream authors who write tantalizing murder mysteries and describe gore. I can’t imagine how anyone would want to read a bunch of John Sanford, Steve Martini, and others like that. In other words, she reads crime, descriptive, sometimes graphically descriptive crime novels. I think other authors include, Johnathan Kellerman. Michael Connely, Dennis Lehane. Grisham. PDJames, James Patterson, and her favorite is the female author, Patrica Cornwell. T bought her one of those of this genre for Christmas this past year. I sort of made an off-hand comment about her reading a sensationalized crime story, yes something about a young girl being…. well you get my drift and you know what he said? It must be exciting for her… OK So Grandma finds crime thrilling? I didn’t argue with him. I just sort of thought to myself, two of a kind. They understand one another. As a child, growing up, hard to believe I guess? I refused to watch any horrors. I would not or could not watch Halloween and other slasher films. I convinced myself it was quite beyond me. And for what was like forever, I did not engage. This is still mostly true. Though I have gotten more curious, because it is perplexing to me the way some, very young people - I remember myself at same age- seem to take it in so voraciously. I can now say I have watched some of a Saw movie. I have watched some of I know what you did last summer. I have watched parts of almost all the Halloween ones. But that is about as far as I can take it. Same with the books. I can read just a sampling of it, and then I have to turn away. I can’t say I understand how people can watch all of that. My neice who is studying in first year Nursing, I think, if I recall correctly, likes all the horror genre so much. Well, maybe you are rolling on the floor now laughing at me. And if you are, fine. Add this to it as well, I do not have even one tattoo. Not one. I actually have no piercings beyond my earlobes either. I wish I could break up with the walk-in man. We are sodifferent. And the rest of his self, is married to someone else, and worse than an Islamic situation? He is indifferent to me, though technically, we are the same person. I guess love really does forgive and tolerate all. But if I had my druthers, it would not be taking place like this. Alas, I do not have my way. As long ago, I knew I was a goner, and the walk-in man arrived to “save” me, though technically, that is also incorrect. I am an extension of his own identity. So he would really be just prolonging his own life, by his service. And I keep reminding him, if my life were easy, would you be here? Would this be necessary? He has needed to be here experiencing my life, through my eyes and through my identity, because words cannot describe it. I wonder if you have noticed? Although I write a lot, there is always more. It is true that he has needed to see and experience this firsthand. Who would beleve this? He has already told me that he wouldn’t have, couldn’t have. And it is evidence,how the rest of him “embraces” me/not. S. my brother,is in his room tonight, doing his usual party, whatever he drinks, as I hear the ice tinkling, although today he did not do his work. He slept until past noon. Mom was out and when she walked in and saw he was not alive and well, had a fit of tirades and denouncements for him, as per usual. It will be the same thing, if 100 years go by. She complains and verbally abuses him and he continues to not do his share of the tasks here, continues to have his priveleges and continues to have a place to live, because she provides it. He was in hospital a few times last summer. Had cancer removed from the bladder. He is a thankless taskslider, off onto me, for the most part andonto Mom too. So we are really in the same boat. But the difference is she does not care about any of my complaints and will actually scoffsat me if I try to lodge any. For her, he is someone she has to continually care for, like a half-wit or invalid. But I can’t say she herself isn’t. She doesn’t have the character or the wit herself to train him to do anything any differently. Two peas in a pod, I always say. The difference only being that I think for years my father actually had a positive impact on Mom and she actually learned to like to do a few things, as she calls it. And for whatever reason, S. doesn’t like to do anything. The less work there is for him, the happier he is. As I write this stuff, I wonder if you can believe it at all? Or does it just sound like I’m a basket case myself? One short of a full house? etc… My life doesn’t make any sense outside of the paradigm of the Ascension, Operation Terra. And my walk-n man always protests vehemently when I make any thought towards a breakup, or that things are hopeless. He wants me to love him, it seems. He wants us to be happy. He knows there are serious issues. And we keep reminding each other, this is a process. And beyond that, we all came here, to this earth, to experience a less-than-perfect reality. And it will make the days ahead much sweeter, to have been through a meat grinder like this. We have nothing in the way of any choice, anyway. We must simply keep resigning ourselves to the fact that we are “twins”, we are just two sides to an identity and move forward as steadily as possible, towards the ascension. Ultimately, I feel that we really want to be together at this time, because it is like everything else is slipping away. For all of us, finding the dyad/twin, is a part of this transition. We are all of us likely to be in fear, no matter how brave, as these changes “oscillate and ramify.” That is why even, when we fight still, though it is getting rarer than in the beginning, we are often driven to numbness, by seeing that there is no choice. The changes are underway. It is not really a laughing matter as sometimes we “argue” internally until my brain would burst. I do not know how we have kept ourself from perishing. And I do not seek to have more words with Aaron directly, only I did try to contact Jeremiah, to continue to discuss Operation Terra,only he gave him word to also cut me out.So he hurts me and he hurts himself, because who he believes is a misleader and who he doesn’t believe, holds the truth. My brother is up still having his “party” and it is after 3 am. This pattern continues, ad nauseum, ad infinitum. by Eliza Grice Houston (photo of me) texanne (photo of me)
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Post by Eliza on Aug 28, 2017 5:54:16 GMT
From 2011, writing entry about Ascension in Operation Terra: The walk-in (7) seems to be telling me that in order to survive now we are required to act more and more normal, if that makes sense. I have never been so prosaic and boring in all of my life. Well, I guess if there is no choice, than there is no choice. That is how it must be. So I’m of course, in tow with whatever that may require. I think the walk-in and I have been getting smattered with fierce change, pelted with progress, pretty continuously since he walked-in. This is my side of the story and the OT reality. But I can’t overcome anyones' resistance. All I can do is talk, write. About the walk-in, since the beginning he has been with me, at first telepathically, and then out-of-body like a visitor or spirit guide, then later as one with me, inside my body. We don’t have any say over this. The higher self is doing it, putting us together. I have strove to uphold my part of the work, which is this Ascension. Third Wave: You are being called and need to answer the call. Those of us in this timeline are being hooked-up atom for atom to the 4D self. There is also a core transfer occurring, it is like a tube of life information has been transferred into the 4D self from each of us. Actually, this may not include third wave, only waves one and two and special forces. I don't know, as I am not the official channel for operation terra. But it could be that this will begin and could have already begun happening with third wave. The walk-in, 7 and I, were laughing so hard and enjoying ourselves watching shows of Ghost Adventures which was airing on the Travel Channel. These guys are basically surfer dudes? People do not understand that the spirits are alive in another time and that the timelines are in the same place. They actually used voodoo to call up spirits at Magnolia Plantation and I thought to pretty good effect. They got some moments worth seeing on that episode. Then, they went to Tombstone, AZ and were also much obliged by the spirits. Just a 100 years is a very thin veil. The ghosts here sometimes do not appear as diaphonous, but solid. Also they are are same culture, American. Reports are that women have been seen to almost appear as if they are in our same time continuum. They caught the sound of cards being shuffled (evp) and more. Against all of these normal things I’m doing: eating, watching some t.v. ( not a lot), seeking employment & family matters; I can feel my eyes tipping up, or seeming to. My physique also feels different, more muscular and powerful. All this is the influence of being connected atom for atom with the 4th density body. (The transferring of the core.) I’m just trying to appreciate it for what it is. But I’m just saying, for the record, not easy. Not easy to see who you were slip away, forever. I have also felt an injury that I sustained in 4D and it was very painful. I was either stabbed in the side, or received an accidental injury there. I am in line for lifting at anytime. I try to prepare emotionally. Physically, I’ve been giving stuff away. Detaching. Life is changing, whether I like it or not. I intend and I am listening within for updates from the spirit guides. It is always on a need to know basis. So I wait...when I know more, it will be only as-needed and not before. I do not have experience with ships like other people connected with the OP. I know there are cloudships around and I sometimes feel a ship scenario around me while sleeping. I know that I have heard things that seem to be with the other reality rather than this one. For instance, I once heard a loud boom while sleeping, which suddenly awoke me, and it did not come from the house or near to the me in this reality. We are on standby. We are changing exponentially and that it is difficult. They say we are endowed with the strength to get through this. I have to believe that. But I couldn’t do this without my mate, the walk-in. We support and spur each other on, through this transition. As the earth changes become more intense, the liftings will begin. I have no news on that and figure only news will be given to specific people at specific times, only when the times come. The O.T. messages already say that there will be no phenomenon, meaning the ships, until the time actually arrives for it. Although that is said, Lyara/Adonna does and has had experience with the ships. ( Update 2017: She is living with her divine complement Boris/Adir and they have a new forum up on the OT website now, if anyone cares to check that out.) Anyway, Seven and I have had to cope through being lighthearted and silly. But I really think there’s no other way to handle this. But what with how I look and feel different, not only from the connection with the 4D self, but also now with my walk-in and our combined identity ( Alizarin ) my life, the one I had up until 2010, is in serious endingness. We try to see the irony in it all. The best thing to do is to press forward. Sometimes it isn't helpful to look back, yet I did have to write a lot about my life to get to the point where I could let it go. That has been very very difficult and painful for me. I am a Cancer sun, speaking astrologically. We are the most affected by our pasts than any other sign. Eliza Grice Here is another bit of ascension journaling by me from 2011: more ascension journaling Elizaan entry from my memoir
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Post by Eliza on Aug 29, 2017 0:38:57 GMT
This Hurricane Harvey Situation Almost feel like life is over - game over- again. Sister, K. has decided to move in because her house has flooded. That means I have to move my entire inventory-my business- into the attic because all of it and the computer I use for my business is in the bedroom she will now move into. And could stay in for weeks to come? In order to survive at all, I have to work for myself. I've explained my situation, no ability to work for others or outside the home, for the most part. I'm not saying 100% it couldn't be done, but the only other thing I would have wanted to do was work from the house in sales/customer service. And that still would have required a bit of space in the home to use. She is also talking about buying a townhome within a few feet of the house. Also a no-go for me. The more of my sister K. around the less rights I have as a person, a member of the family, anything. It's all about her. Maybe she will see that she can't stay around Mom long term? I don't know So, Yes, it is just like having entered into a personal hell. My sister K. has also brought her two cats, so now if anything goes wrong, such as my dogs hurting one of them, I will probably get fried.I may even become homeless because of it. We got into an argument and she tries to always talk over me, doesn't listen. Says I'm yelling and to quit screaming when I'm just trying to defend myself. It is she who tries to dominate the conversation so I don't have any say. I have to keep explaining how mother tries to put me out at regular intervals. I tell her this too, from time to time, but she pretty much blows it off, as I'm sure it is not that important to her one way or the other, if I live or die. Also she claimed that the house was or is just as much hers as it is mine. To which my response was to nearly go ballistic. I also don't call her and check in with her every time mom nearly burns the house down. Yet I just have to point out for the millionth time that the only thing standing between this house and a blowtorch death is me. Yet I am supposed to submit to this treatment, when she basically comes around rarely and for short periods yet I am always around here, doing all the chores and maintenance, providing companionship for mother and even safety and security. Again, my life is sidelined, because the Creator has done this a la Operation Terra, releasing resistance, and letting things happen that are slated to occur whether I like it or not. I can either believe the Ascension scenario or not. Jesus may have appeared to Lyara, but has sure never appeared to me. I work steadily on just surviving, my life is not eaay. So she has moved into this room I work in today. Now my business will definitely be sidelined. But there is a hurricane on, after all. I'm guessing Houston nor the entire country will ever be the same again! My sister, K. may not be able to return to her home or her work for weeks. I do not know what that means for me/us, me and my walk-in, Seven. I am highly put-out and yet I am still given no other option but to take Operation Terra as my reality. As I said, no one is holding my/our hand and helping us to believe it. In fact, it is situations like this, hard and difficult situations, happening to me over and over again. I want to really just throw in the towel. I don't know if Operation Terra is really true, but it is all I have. Again, all I have to work with is what I have experienced in my personal life, the times from 1993 and beyond which were waking up times, the Operation Terra messages, and the fact that I have received Aaron7 as a walk-in in 2010. update to this story here and further update Hurricane Harvey for me ( have added a bit more to this one 8/30.. the future of op terra) P.S. the weather seems to be getting better as I write around 9pm Tues night, but we keep getting warned that there is more in store... _________________ And here is an Operation Terra letter to all from 2009 which is further "evidence" that Operation Terra couldn't possibly be true. Yet here we are still looking at all of this ahead of us, those of us who seem to "believe" Operation Terra for whatever reason. This is about the lifting and much more, speaking of the structure of the Op, who is who and who will do what (duties) an OP update from 2009
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Post by Eliza on Aug 30, 2017 18:00:38 GMT
Awhile back when I noticed that I wasn't meshing with Waves 1 and 2 of Operation Terra, I discovered that I must be special forces. I began trying to write some helpful updates of my own. This may be a lot to take in. I am a writer by having studied Literature at University. I take poetic license in calling the rest of Third Wave "Comrades/Light Comrades" and I am calling these writings Missives. In addition, I believe that my name is Pyrzsa in my form in 4D. ________ March Missive Wild As A March Hare Dear Light Comrades, The ides of March reveal that we are in for a wild ride full of harrowing twists and turns. Keep on your tippy-toes, as you’ll need to be ready to hop. Don’t forget your keys, passkeys, passwords, keycards, as sliding doors and moving floors that will daunt at every turn are withal in the way. Prepare to be preened, poked and cue’d in the near future. The race has begun. Did you hear the starting bell? Pyrzsa/Eliza December Missive Opening the Presence Dear Light Comrades, Happy Christed-Energy Time. We are presently traversing the middle bands of the last of transitionary time. We might feel blocked or stagnant while things are aligning in the outer before we can feel the flow of energy within that carries us along toward our destinations. We should remain flexible and adaptable at all times to the demands and Dictates of our paths within the moment. Continue to ask within and seek out your perfect alignment. Our now’s are increasingly bold and spirited. We can’t and aren't functioning at the same level as before. It is due to the ever-increasing awareness that the Now contains it all. We are asked to behave with boldness of spirit as we proceed with Ascension. Slacking and shirking are to be dismissed with forthwith. Much, much progress has been made this year, for which we should feel stronger and encouraged. Now that we've come this far, it is crucial that we don't fall into any old ruts. Essentially, we must keep treading water as is necessary, knowing when the moment presents and when it hides; when we must wait for the portal to open or find the proper portal for ourselves, rather than take a false or inferior route. Congratulations about finishing 08 and keep up the good work. 09 will require levels of cooperation above what we've seen to date. Til next, remain steadfast upon your lighted path and remember oneness. Pyrzsa/Eliza Missive: Let The Chips Fall Where They May Dear Light Comrades, As fate would have it, this next Moon of the Virgo energies, is requiring indeed a more all-or-nothing approach than I was originally ready to face. So, I update that this will call for full-dose truth of needing to cope with this very squarely and exactingly. Call upon your spiritual guidance, there is help being given in abundance. Now it is only our faith that will see us through. Appreciatively, Pyrzsa/Eliza Missive: Order to Your Satisfaction Dear Light Comrades, For the near term there is some fairly urgent issues intersecting with the Now that must be addressed with no further ado. A Satisfaction on the order of the level of a gentlemen's duel is about the right amount of demand. At any rate, there is a call to be about the urgent business of arranging things more to your liking, in alignment with God's Will. There is some inclination to push this right almost to the level "do or die." There are no further details at this time. Thank You, Pyrzsa/Eliza A further update Aug. 31, writing entry about Hurricane Harvey for me, for Op Terra with link inside to September Missive 8/31 update Hurricane Harvey
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Post by Eliza on Sept 7, 2017 19:41:02 GMT
Here is my phone # 713-398-8292 Call or text. I'm looking to be interviewed by a third party, someone interested in the Operation Terra timeline, and more specifically the activation of third wave. Eliza Here are some more missives I wrote throughout 2010. Missives written throughout 2010The last part is actually channeled, as each one of us are being tended by groups of spiritual beings.
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